Today I heard about a blog about me. A friend (hmmm still consider a friend or not) approached me to get a quote for freelance photographer. She commented in her blog that I quoted damn expensive and blah blah blah...
After hearing all these, I dunno what feeling I had. Mixed feeling I guess
1. angry? maybe not
2. consider me as a friend? my foot..."colleague cum irc friend" I'm not even a friend just a IRC friend
3. feel that I am so lousy, why cant i really do something good..even my own hobby i'm not good at it...why am i so lazy? i rather rot than do anything (rotting is something I'm really good at actually :Þ)
I made up my mind what to do (though I have been in a "dont bother/cant be bothered mood" for so long since we have long stop meeting up as friend)
1. going to take down our foto taken together as a group from my office desk
2. she will just be a colleague from now on (not even an IRC friend) - we havent been talking like a friend for years, just work stuff if we do talk
3. goodbye bitch (a term used by another colleague on her)
shall stop here and concentrate on watching my tv show :)